Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas!
This Christmas was fun because I was like, "I think I'll actually get presents for people this year! Good idea, me!" And then I did it*. Mostly for Mom, who probably got a record high big haul this year. It was splendid to be excited to give people things. Funny how a little bit of preparation does that.
(*there are at least 2 people for whom I still have not shopped. Not from laziness!!! ... well partly from laziness. But really they are so hard to shop for! And I know that even though they say they don't want anything, they want something. Also there is a third person for whom I've only partially shopped. SO I really need to get on that... starting Monday.)
This is also a grand time to mention that I love people, and how they're all different and weird, ofttimes endearingly pathetic or heartwarmingly silly, if those two adjectives can even go together, but regardless there are many people and they are all wonderful in at least several ways.
There is one person who walks by Funfinity several times every day, all day long. He is a middle-aged man with long hair. He wears a trench coat, and from what I can tell he does nothing but walk up and down Springville main street for hours. I bet he's very in shape. Sometimes I say hi to him when I'm outside putting plasmacars on their display rack, and he nods back. I like that guy.
There's also this girl in my ward, who is always excessively happy and makes me feel loved whenever I see her. She's even nice in the same superfluous way to people I'm less fond of, and it always makes me think that I really should probably be more fond of them, since she is, and she's awesome. She's going on a mission in ten days. She is delighted with her life and I'm delighted to know her.
My family also watched Mr. Krueger's Christmas last night, as it is a warm fuzzy Christmas-y movie and a good way to start off the eve before Christmas. Mr Krueger is, of course, not a real person but I'm sure he is very similar to many real persons in life. His sweetness and hopeful attitude make me happy inside, and every time those carolers are about to leave his house I want to say, "nooooo! go back in and have his chocolate!" Because if they did, they'd get to know one of the coolest people ever. Plus he's Jimmy Stewart (don't they know???) But really, I like people like Mr. Krueger in real life.
Summary: I'm super glad that I am surrounded by people. They are the jelly on the toast of life. Even though they sometimes do obnoxious or thoughtless things (like we all do), it is probably people's endless capacity for love and goodness and laughter that most keeps me in awe of the magnificence of God's creations, 'cause only He could create something so wonderful (like amazing people) that it fills you up from the inside like sunlight to watch them. That's kind of what I've been thinking about this Christmas.
One last thing -- I got a new camera for Christmas! (*rraaahbhhhhghhhh!* = wild applause from ALL my many blog-fans) This means that maybe now and then I'll take some pictures, and put them here, and this blog will then become the most amazing incredible masterpiece of the whole blogosphere!!! Since that's basically the only possible outcome of the whole camera/picture addition.
Merry Christmas!
Love,
Tara
Friday, December 24, 2010
Saran Wrap
If you are already irritated, don't even try to mess with saran wrap. It crumples up into a ball of malignant plastic meanevilhate which then sticks to everything but your pasta dish. And that happens.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
A Storyful Story
Ahem... Once upon a time there was a rooster who was very gloomy. All the time he waddled around, grouching at various animals on his farm that they were too loud, or too cuddly, or too annoying to exist. Everyone took his grumpiness with good humor, because he was the rooster and had to sport that ridiculous red floppy thing on his head, so naturally he'd be a little miffed. They didn't listen to him, however, and continued to remain loud, cuddly, and annoying.
One day the Sun rose into a beautiful, cloudless sky, and the rooster opened his crusty, beady, grouchy eye.
"Harumphhchc!" He half cackled, half gurgled through his stained beak. "Another stunningly bright, blinding, horrible day. I wish the Sun would never rise so I could live in my grouchy, uncuddly, annoying state forever in the cool darkness of night and never have to see all the other things around me."
Suddenly, the Sun revolved, and turned to the rooster with a face full of distress.
"Poor little rooster," said the Sun. "The world is full such beauty, such color, such lovely noise. Each morning I rise so that my Earth friends may have light to see all the pleasant things of the world, but you see none of it."
"Harumphhchh," gargled the rooster. "There is nothing beautiful about your light or the world. It's cute and fluffy and full of silly, loud creatures. I'd much prefer to live in a world that is always dark and silent."
The Sun thought for a moment, then beamed a bright and glorious smile.
"Very well, young rooster," he said with a voice dipped in ancient wisdom. "I will grant you your desire. Today I will go away, and I will not come back until you call for me to come."
"Not very likely!" The rooster cackled grumpily. And with that, the sun turned back around, and left the sky. All was dark again.
In the blackness the rooster could hear the uneasy shuffling and squawking and snorting of the other animals. "Serves you right for being so pleasant all the time," he grumped. Still, he was pleased that he had gotten what he wanted.
The day passed in muffled silence. No one knew what time it was (for this was in the days before time-keeping pieces were invented, though it would have been too dark to see them even so) and it was rather chilly. At first the rooster didn't mind the cold, for he had his layers of feathers to help him stay toasty. But when he thought several days must have passed, his beak began to chatter as he shivered.
"Haa--ruuu--mphhh!" He chattered. "N-nnoo ch-ch-channc--cee of eeev-verr call-ling back-k-k that an-n-noying Sunn-n!"
His crusty, grumpy eyes began to hurt from straining so hard to see all the time. And worst of all, thought the rooster, worse than anything else, the other animals began to realize that the Sun might never return. Slowly but surely their muffled noises of concern turned into screeches and wails and whinnies of full-on panic. The noise was so loud that the rooster greatly wished his wings were better able to block his ears and keep out the cacaphonous noise.
"Auughh!" He shivered and grouched. "Th-his is worst of all! I've nev-v-ver hear-d-d such an awfffful racket-t-!"
Stubbornly he stood, cold, hurt-eyed, and annoyed to the extreme by all the noise. All at once he could not take it anymore.
"Alright!" he yelped! "Alright, Sun! You win! I want to see! I want your warmth! And most of all, I want these annoying cuddly creatures to stop their racket!"
But the Sun could not hear his creaky, quiet old rooster voice over all the other animal's noise. What to do? Thought the rooster. Of course, he knew, to be heard he'd have to make the loudest, most obnoxious noise possible. So he gathered up all his stale rooster breath...
"COOOOCKKAAADOOODDLEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" He crowed!
All the animals went silent.
And slowly, slowly from the east, pale light began to rise on the horizon. Tingles of warmth began to flow through his ruffed rooster flesh. The light grew brighter and brighter until at last the Sun rose, a glorious glowing orb in the sky that showed to the Earth the magnificent color and variety that abounded.
He turned once again to the rooster.
"Well," he said, "how did you like your time in the dark, grouchy rooster?"
The rooster looked grumpily down at his creepy feet.
"I didn't like it very much at all, Mr. Sun. All of the cuddly, annoying animals were even louder and more annoying than ever. Comparitively, their noises at the moment are quite pleasant. And besides that it was very cold and my eyes hurt from trying to see without success."
"Yes, there are many reasons why Earth needs her Sunlight," said the Sun. "And it seems you have learned your lesson. But from now on, every day when I'm about to leave my horizon bed and rise up into the sky, you must first call to me with your rooster cry. Then will I gladly climb the skies, bringing my warmth and happiness to even the grouchiest, weirdest looking old creatures that live."
And with that, the sun turned its face and continued its arc across the sky.
And that's exactly how it happens, every day.
The End.
So there you have it, my six minute scribble.
"There's nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and open a vein."
-Walter Wellesley "Red" Smith
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Eggplant Girl
It's basically cruel for me to blog this picture unbeknownst to the subject, but I justify it because I have a reason for displaying my best friend's picture to the blogosphere. Melanie is Engaged! Woohooo! She and her high-school sweetheart/recently returned missionary are getting married in December, which means that both of my best friends, all the way from back in the days of Springville High through to our college years (so far), found mawwage in 2010. You go girls!
My other justification is that she posed for this pic. She had it comin', I say. But dang, eggplant never looked so good. Am I right?
In other news, I have a sticker on my bathroom counter that says "I Make A Difference". Why do I have this sticker? Why do I make a difference? Because...I donated blooood today! It was the most painless blood-draining experience yet, which is pretty good. One thing I find interesting is that the girl who stuck me didn't quite get the vein right off and had to fix it... but I'm not bruised. But the finger they had to poke for my blood test is turning all sorts of purple-y. Crazy! That's never happened before.
I guess I'll make a book plug too. I read Incarceron this last weekend and it was very imaginative. Kind of to the point where it was beyond my ability to follow along visually in my mind, because my mind was blown. Yeah. It was good though, really creative and engaging I thought. Read it. If you want. Maybe, like, if you're bored. Or mind-hyper.
Alright, one last by-the-by comment that I've realized (er, remembered) this last week: Choosing gratitude over complaint can help smooth out even the most wrinkly days.
And that's a wrap. Blog successfully updated. :)
"A friend of mine once sent me a postcard with a picture of the entire planet earth...on the back it said, 'Wish you were here'"
-Steven Wright
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
The Network
Sometimes facebook (yep, I'm referring to that old beast again) crashes, goes super slow, glitches...whatever. It does something it's not meant to do, and in that moment, a brief spasm of frustration slices through my mind-numbed internet haze.
Which wakes me up, and I realize ... I'm still on facebook.
Ugh!
This just happened to me, and I thought to myself, "well this is interesting. Facebook sometimes comes along with it's own built-in repellent...imperfection!" Thank goodness it stops working sometimes, seriously. Every time that has happened that I can remember, I end up closing my computer, annoyed, and trot off to go do something else! It's truly amazing. I wish facebook crashed every other minute.
Anyway, I feel slightly idiotic even posting about something so menial, but it clarified my predicament (being...ahem...addicted to facebook) so nicely that I just decided to tell everyone about it.
Maybe I should have someone unplug the wireless every now and then... just to make sure.
(except not really, Mom. I am in online classes after all.)
At times my mind argues that anything internet related is similarly wasteful. Like blogging for example. Am I not wasting time still by sitting in front of my screen, watching these very letters appear one by one as I type? I would say nay. While blogging, my mind is working, my eyes turn ceiling-ward every now and then in actual thought, and that little place inside that is somehow linked to my creativity wakes up, warm and growing, eager to be put to use after a long and dusty wait. I love that little creativity creature that lives inside me, but Oh How I Neglect It!
Anyway, basically this is my public declaration of what I've already decided to do, what I've been trying to do, for the last few weeks.
No more turning to the dreaded social networking drug in any and all spare moments.
No more succumbing to Laziness, Laziness with a capital L because it's the pathetic kind with no excuses like "I just got back from track practice"... or "I just had a baby"... ya know, something like that.
No more feeling my life-minutes drain away as my friend browsing turns from useful updating to obsessive, bottomless time wasting.
It's time to acquiesce to that little being inside me who has been yearning for my growth, lingering hopefully for the chance to work its magic and give me a life that will be, if not extraordinary, then at least satisfyingly enriched with good and needful things.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Autumn
So here's some thoughts:
-why haven't I read Calvin and Hobbes in years? An oversight that ought to be immediately fixed.
-Community and 30 Rock started again tonight. They are both SO good, but I'm gonna have to go with Community for winner of current favorite show.
-since I'm on the subject of shows, I'll mention that I finished watching the last season of Lost, and it is aptly named. I'm totally lost on what happened.
-I still like my job. Not bad, not bad. I even actually do stuff, all the time, actual work ... and I still like it! Maybe my laziness is slowly fading away....
-I REALLY really REALLY need to start painting or drawing again. Why don't I ever do it! How can I possibly be so boring as to find facebook more entertaining??
-Speaking of facebook, time to get off, Tara! Do something fun or active.. or anything.
-I've started reading again, and I highly recommend it.
-Book is not going so well. Probably because I don't do anything with it usually.
-I'm feeling fall coming, and while I dreaded it those first few days (walking outside and hitting a wall of cool air was shocking and distressing) I've reached the "Point of Delight" which is the point in any season where I stop thinking about the negatives (e.g. fall = one season closer to winter. This is the only negative to this time of year) and begin to delight in the good things.
Good Things about Autumn:
Thanksgiving!
Pumpkin carving
Dressing up idiotically for Halloween with friends, going out in public, and feeling silly about it constantly but going along with it anyway because all your friends are having fun
Haunted houses/forests, which I actually hate but look back on fondly in my memory for some reason
Changing leaves
Perfect weather...for about 2 weeks
The colors complement my hair...well, they do!
The season premiers for excellent shows such as Castle, Community, and others (this is recently added and not really high on my list.)
School starts! (well, that used to be a reason)
The need to wear a light jacket almost daily
Ok that's all I can muster. If i'm being honest I could probably talk about how this whole post is one big attempt to procrastinate readings for my psychology class, but I'll just lie and say it isn't.
Saturday, July 31, 2010
New
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Summer
Summer Song
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Dreams
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
May 26th
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Thursday, May 13, 2010
It's a Colorful Life
Once again I joined the colorful exodus of young people as they wound their ways from the Lotus temple, on to their dust coated cars and ordinary lives that they will, hopefully, make a little more colorful
in their own ways.
Spring in California
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Monday, May 3, 2010
Stalling Just a Little Bit...
Uhh.. here's a picture
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Fresh Eyes
Monday, March 8, 2010
You're Late for a Very Important Date!
Things I was a fan of:
The feel of the movie
the 3-d
The MUSIC!!! Sooo good.
The Cheshire cat and his creepy over-huge smile.
And, inexplicably, I LOVE Johnny Depp's character, the Mad Hatter. I'm not sure if that's because I have a soft spot for most roles played by Johnny Depp, or because, to me, he was the only character (ironically) that seemed to have depth.
Also I think his makeup and costume in general are just delightful. I love his creepy eyes!
Speaking of costuming, My friends and I did a little dressing up of our own for the event.
Miss Sarah Singleton graced the theater as the Cheshire Cat, Melanie as THE Alice, And I was the malicious Red Queen....who, now that I think of it, wasn't too bad in the movie either. She was tempermental and unkind and, in an unexpected twist, clingy and desperate for love.
I also am of the opinion that the Red and White queens may have a historical connection to Elizabeth and Mary of England back in the fifteenth century - a nice "perfect" queen who just wants to stop killing, and her crazy, vengeful, psychotic (redhead) sister who is older and thinks that's enough to give her rights to the crown.
Yes, this interpretation could be entirely from my history nerd brain. But I think it would be excellent if this connection was intended!
I guess I achieved my goal with dressing up, as I turned heads and EVEN had a couple people ask to take a picture with me! Now I can cross that off the bucket list.
Sometimes it's just fun to dress weird.
To finish off, I'd like to admit that I found the movie entertaining, and was not sad that I went to see it a second time this weekend with cousin Kelsey (dressed in normal clothes...). Overall, I didn't love it, but I definitely liked it.
(confession: this could be because I generally don't like Tim Burton's fondness towards the creepy and grotesque.)
Quick update for those who like to know (a.k.a. mom, :D) I have only one more day of school til my early spring break begins, as well as a Political Science mid-term that I have to take on Wednesday which worries me slightly, but should be ok. I hope. I'm excited for the 2ish-week break I have coming up and the chance to hang out with my favorite people - my family! Both immediate and extended. I'm going to California Wednesday which I'm thrilled about (warmth, please!) And that's pretty much all that's new.
Mad Hatter: Have I gone mad?
Alice: I'm afraid so. But I'll tell you a secret.
All the best people are.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Sign Language
Instead here's a video I enjoyed :)
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Because I wanted to post again....
Today was a good day. Mostly because it was beautiful! As I walked back to my apartment this morning
(after having to park in the outer limits of the parking lot)
the sky was spitting cold and heavy raindrops, sparse though they were, on my hoodless head.
I decided that was preferrable to snow, and so was optomistic about the day.
Then! I closed myself in my apartment for an hour or so and waited for my classes to begin, and when I emerged at last, my eyes were flooded with sunlight. I eventually decided my coat was overkill for the temperature; That's right - I was outside in short sleeves, and it was pleasant!
The student government elections have been going on this week and last. I'm slightly less than proud to say I got suckered in to voting for people I'd never even heard of.
There's one sidewalk that is a vortex of student propaganda and manipulative pressuring. This sidewalk just happens to lie directly on the shortest route from Old Main to my apartment.
I eyed warily the mass of homemade billboards and "Vote for [fill in the blank]" shirts swirling around. There was a possibility I could bypass the madness...but I would have to be sneaky.
I hunched over and pretended to be completely engrossed in my texts - clear signs that I was someone who shouldn't be bothered, right? Quickly I began the walk around the crazed circle, glanced to my right.
No one was approaching. I was almost there!
I eyed my goal: a small tree-sheltered sidewalk on the other side of the vortex.
So close! I began to speed up
"Hey there! Have you voted yet??"
Caught.
The painfully chipper young man was smiling at me triumphantly. He had me now.
I could have lied. I could have said yes, could have said I had a class to get to.
"Uh... no, not exactly" was my quick-thinking reply.
The grin grew larger and he threw a friendly arm around my shoulders, leading me over to his favorite's area of the vortex. I was not to worry. It was so easy - he had a computer, his friend was the best for the job, it would only take a few minutes!
Caught.
I sighed in resignation.
To my credit, I made him work for my vote, demanding that he convince me that I should vote for his friend. He did a very poor job (asking "why would you want a guy who has already been president before?" [his opponent is currently president], is NOT a convincing arguement.) but luckily his friend was nearby.
"Here he is now, your future president!"
My "future president" was nice. He said hello, asked how my day was, then very sincerely told me he was glad I was voting at all. He didn't want to pressure me into voting for him (unlike his friend) so he moved away while I voted.
That was good enough for me. I voted for him, then gave my manipulator a hug (cause he said he had to have one)
thanked him for manipulating my vote (cheerfully - he took it with good humor)
then meandered on my way, out of the voting vortex.
I was able to vote for some other people that I wanted to and had actually heard of, so overall it was good. Plus I got Costa Vida coupons and an extra ten minutes out of doors.
My "future president", by the way, did not win.
I went home and slept for an hour, missed dinner (whoops), went to my NRHH meeting, and finished off the night with a green star sticker on my hand and some cookies and cream ice cream (part of a program mel did for our floor about discrimination..)
To quote Jim Halpert of The Office,
"Overall...not a bad day!"
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Things
Then, consistent with my thinking habits in the morning, I forgot about it.
I got ready, made sure my hair was extra curly
(I was going to see The Cute Boy in my class)
opened the door...
I have to admit this was the first time I've ever been surprised that it was snowing in Logan. Which I guess tells you something about the weird weather this year...It hadn't snowed in weeks.
My imagination of the rainy summer day must have had me pretty convinced. I wasn't even wearing a coat.
It snowed today too, by the way.
{View from my front door - Not too exciting}
Next Random Story.
Last night I was pretty certain my body would forget how to breathe while sleeping with a stuffy nose. So as I lay there, trying to stay awake as long as possible, I thought about Things.
Like how half of the world writes and reads in the opposite direction that we do here. And most of that half is over on the other half of the earth. Weird.
And for some reason it made sense in my mind that if everyone started writing, and kept going for miles and miles, we'd eventually come together
(probably somewhere in the ocean)
and we'd realize, in that one spot, that really we're all just people.
I'm pretty that's about the same time I got up and made soup, because it sounded delicious.
Today all but one of my classes was canceled. The one I had to go to was French Cinema, at noon, and we watched a movie during the entire hour and fifteen minutes.
Best school day ever!
I slept in and even got to have breakfast with my roommates. It was delicious!
I have a little bit of homework today, but my classmate hasn't emailed it to me yet. SO instead of doing something boring and uneventful, like watching TV for the ten thousandth time this week
(that's a slight exaggeration)
I think I'll go paint something. Why not?
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
A Very Merry Un-Birthday to Me!
They even had a bubble machine going to match the balloons
Jenna gave me my own special birthday dance: And, if you're in the mood to listen to several minutes of annoying noise making, lend an ear to this divine piece of music performed by my roommate Jenna and my "half roommate" Sarah.
I got some very interesting gifts... including some interesting/disturbing hair conditioner, food items of delight, pirate eye patches (which came into good use later on), socks, and celebrity items featuring Edward Cullen and the Jonas Brothers! Wahoo!
That last one's an octopus loofa (?) haha.
Soon enough we felt the need to use the pirate eye patches to their full extent.. and so.. we had a pirate dance party!
We topped off the night with a nice bottle of Martinelli's and various photoshoots of our pirate get ups.
My friends are the best! I almost forgot it wasn't really my birthday. Thanks for a fun evening guys! Now for the rest of my birthday present....a weekend back at home! :)